Sometimes some things you really wanna know. After knowing you feel terrible. Contradicting much. But I guess that's just part and parcel of life. Many things running through my mind. Can't really think of what to say now. Honestly what will become of me. Don't like reality,it's way too clear to me. But really life is dandy,we are what we don't see. Missed everything daydreaming. I think I should just stop daydreaming and snap back to reality. But I'm sick and tired of everything. Can I just continue daydreaming? Being contradictating AGAIN!!! ):
Anyway attended Awesome P's 21st last sat which on xmas,theme: Nautical. Oh yar. That day my mum damn cute. Was asking her does my outfit have the nautical feel. She was like 'huh,naughty girl?' Hahahaha! Anyway,glad that P enjoyed her birthday.
Happy birthday Awesome P!
