Sometimes some things you really wanna know. After knowing you feel terrible. Contradicting much. But I guess that's just part and parcel of life. Many things running through my mind. Can't really think of what to say now. Honestly what will become of me. Don't like reality,it's way too clear to me. But really life is dandy,we are what we don't see. Missed everything daydreaming. I think I should just stop daydreaming and snap back to reality. But I'm sick and tired of everything. Can I just continue daydreaming? Being contradictating AGAIN!!! ):

Anyway attended Awesome P's 21st last sat which on xmas,theme: Nautical. Oh yar. That day my mum damn cute. Was asking her does my outfit have the nautical feel. She was like 'huh,naughty girl?' Hahahaha! Anyway,glad that P enjoyed her birthday.

Happy birthday Awesome P!

Back from BKK! Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I missed BKK already ): I missed the feeling of waking up, breakfast, shopping, lunch, shopping, icecream, shopping, dinner and then sleep. And the next day the same old thing again. If life's like that will be good. VERYVERY GOOD! But then this time I only spend like $160? About 4times lesser compared to last year. Damn disappointing ): When I was there I wanted to come back so badly 'cause................................... For me to know for you to find out :D

First day!


Zen for dinner!


Second day.







CHOCOLATE FONDUE!! Less than 10bucks! CHEAP CHEAP!


Third day







Ice monster!


Rmb this ticket that we used many years back?


Fourth day.


Hearty meal.



Ice monster again!


Fifth day.







The cute icecream from Swensens.




The bikini babeeeeee. HAHAHAHA




The last day.





LOVE DADDY!

WOOOOHOOOOOO! A week later from now (on thurs I mean. Hehe) I'm going BKK! AWESOME OR WHAT?! A last min thing though. Daddy's gonna go there for work and Mommy,Sissy and Me will be there for SHOPPING. Gonna go get my nails done there. Shop till like Im like bringing the whole mall back. WAHAHAHAHA!

And B is so sweet. He's giving me more attention. Or should I say EVEN MORE attention than ever. Aww....... Loveyou darling boy.